I want to talk for a minute about systematic theology [readers scream and hit the browser’s back button so fast and hard many broken mice result].

Don’t get anxious, I just want to talk about the bane of any systematic theology – the dreaded loose ends. See every systematic approach puts what it thinks is most important up front and builds the system on and around that beginning. The further away you get, the less important, and the less likely to fit into the framework erected at the beginning.

And here is where things usually get ugly. If we treated theology like the science that it is, we would look at that mess of loose ends and say, “well this disproves the hypothesis I started with, guess I have to start over.“ But rare is the author who is eager or even reluctantly willing to toss thousands and thousands of words just like that. No, we take those left over square pegs, and gosh darn it, we hammer them into that nice smooth, round hole we worked so hard on. A few mental gymnastics and crafty reinterpretations later, and we’ve origami-ed that square into fitting, or at least appearing to do so.

If we spent less time yelling at scientists and more time talking to them, we might learn something from the brutal honesty they approach their work with (when they actually following the scientific method, and not ignoring it, but we’ll that to another post). If a hypothesis fails, it fails. Most likely, there is something you can learn from the failure, but any investment you have made based on that hypothesis is for the most part lost.

What I’m saying is that if by the approach you have taken, you have painted yourself into such a corner that you wind up saying something like, ‘women are not allowed to teach in church, or at least not men, and not from the pulpit,’ then you went wrong somewhere at the beginning. If your system leads you to positions Jesus did not hold (or would not hold), then your system does not work within the confines of Christian theology (by the definition indicated by the adjective). I’m looking at you Wayne Grudem.

A few weeks ago a student came to me upset because she did not agree with the understanding of humans that her church taught. She wasn’t looking for an argument against it, she was convinced her church held the “correct, biblical view.” Her church teaches that humans are basically evil. She wanted me to help her come to that same understanding, because her own opinion is that humans are not completely evil at all. So I shared this verse with her:

“I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made.” Ps. 139.14

As you can see, I wasn’t much help in her quest to fit in with her church’s teaching.

Then yesterday, I made a short post about calling on the Holy Spirit to help me wage war on my unruly flesh, which led one reader to think I was teaching what they teach at my student’s church.

Which leads me to this short reflection:

There are a couple of ways you can take David’s statement. It may mean: I praise You because You have made me to be a creature of praise – worship is in keeping with my most fundamental nature (like the Chris Tomlin song: “you and I were made to worship”). It may also mean: I recognize how wonderful it is that You have made me and that fills me with the desire to praise you.

Both ways of taking this seem in keeping with David’s overall perspective; he may have meant both here at the same time.

Either or both serves as an important corrective to the Protestant doctrine of “total depravity” as understood in the TULIP Confession. It is important to note that it was David who said this (anointed by the Spirit), not Adam in his pre-fallen state. Even in our fallen state, we are still wonderfully made, still made in the image of God, still bearing the same natural goodness that God pronounced over the creation in Gen. 1.31.

This does not at all mean everything is okay. Sin is a debilitating disability, a disease, “a splinter in the mind” (as Morpheus said in The Matrix) that prevents us from having full relationships with God and each other. We require divine intervention for that, which Jesus provided through his incarnation, death and resurrection.

The term “total depravity” wants to ensure that we know the work of Christ was necessary both for our salvation and for leading a holy life. The TULIP confession was concerned about the heresy of Pelagianism, which taught that humans were good, unfallen, and in no need of God’s intervention for salvation. Thinking of ourselves as “totally depraved” is supposed to remind us that we cannot save ourselves.

The trouble with theological positions that are mainly a response to some error is that the response often overcompensates and winds up in another error. In this case, the total depravity doctrine comes very close the Gnostic and Manichean heresies, which denied the goodness of created being altogether. While a good Calvinist will demur at such a claim, the normal, everyday meaning of “totally depraved” definitely has this ring to it – that humans are basically evil, as they supposedly teach at my student’s church.

You might say that the job, then, is to educate people as to what is meant by “totally depraved,” but the creation of technical terms is not the solution. The solution is to find better, more creative language to express our anthropology, so that people don’t overhear us and leave supposing we think people are totally evil, or else in no need of God.

So, no Christian theology does not teach that humans are basically evil or totally depraved. We teach that all humans are created in the image of God, that in our capacities to love, reason, create, and communicate we are good – we are wonderfully made. Yet, we also teach that something has gone terribly wrong with us. We are not as we should be, not fully as we were created to be. Our loss is not total, but it is real and costly. But thanks be to God who has overcome this wrong through His Son, Jesus Christ our Savior. He shows us both the extent of God’s love and the maximal measure of human goodness.

T down. ULIP to go…

Cain.

Jacob.

Moses.

David.

Paul.

Me.

You?

What do all these have in common? All of us (including maybe you) have needed God to save us from one unstoppable, destructive force.

Ourselves.

The Lord has saved me so often from myself – and yet the beast that is my flesh needs crucifying on a regular basis.

This is why Paul says in Rom. 6.1-6 that we have already put to death and raised to new life with Christ, and in 6.11 that we must consider ourselves “dead to sin.” Past tense. Done. Over.

Yet in Rom. 8.13 Paul doesn’t use the past tense, he uses a future condition: “if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live.”

So dying to the flesh is an ongoing battle, one that can only be waged in the power of the Spirit.

Which leads me to a simple prayer that you might want to try sometime:

Triumph over me again Holy Spirit, conquer me and save me from myself.

How about it  - are you on the list too?

I was just thinking about all the letters Paul wrote in the NT. He was inspired by the Holy Spirit to write these letters and they have proved so very useful to the church down through the centuries. I am always amazed when I think about this, because often, Paul was dashing off a letter to deal with a bad situation (like in Corinth), or correct false teaching (like in Galatians), or deal with a tricky personal issue (like in Philemon). The Holy Spirit anointed his responses to those crises – so it is a very good thing for us that those churches had to deal with those issues! Of course, we know God often works this way – redeeming the results of our own sin or someone else’s sin for our benefit and theirs. God is so cool – the way he makes treasure out of our junk is one of his coolest traits of all.

What junk have you got that God can transform into treasure?

Numbers 6 (ESV):

24 The Lord bless you and keep you;

25 the Lord make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you;
26 the Lord lift up his countenance upon you and give you peace.

This familiar refrain was the blessing Aaron and the priests were instructed to speak to the people of Israel. We usually stop there, but God’s reasoning for this blessing is interesting and comes in the next verse:

27 “So shall they [the priests] put my name upon the people of Israel, and I will bless them [Israel].”

This comes at the conclusion of the giving of the Law, just before the consecration of the Tabernacle. Numbers takes a narrative turn beginning in chapter 7, making this blessing the “amen” to the Law – an indication of what God’s desire was in this covenant: to bless, to shine his face and countenance (that’s an old word, but I kind of like it) on them, to give them peace, to put his name (YHWH, Yahweh, the covenant name, “I am”) on them.

This is also God’s desire when it comes to me and you. We usually keep the second person pronouns in place, like we’re the priests speaking the blessing to others. That’s cool and good to do, but we can also use the first person pronoun and turn this blessing into a prayer:

Put your name on me Lord. Bless me, make your face shine upon me, lift your countenance upon me, give me peace. Pronounce to all that I am your possession, I belong to the God named “I am,” the God who exists. Put your name on me.

Don’t be too shy to pray it. You are Yahweh’s child, He is your Papa. My kids are never shy about asking me for something, especially my time and presence. They walk right into my office and ask. Try that with God, He doesn’t mind, you are not interrupting His day, He likes it when you ask. You could also make it plural and pray it as a group: Put your name on us Lord…

I wrote this in my journal back in September, when our son Isaac was six weeks old. I was reading back over it and felt like I should share it. Hope God meets you with it like He met me, at the changing table (though maybe without the dirty diaper):

I was changing Isaac’s diaper the other day. He did that thing where he throws his arms out, scared and freaking out because he feels, I don’t know, exposed, cold, something.

So I gathered his arms and gently rested my hand on his torso and arms (the trunk of his body is still no bigger than my hand) and said, “Don’t be afraid. I’m right here. Daddy’s here. I love you. Daddy loves you Isaac. I won’t let anything happen to you. Don’t worry. You don’t have to be afraid of anything.

At that moment, I felt the presence of God like he was looking over my shoulder and breathing on my neck. The Lord said to me, “Yeah, that’s how I feel about you, my son. This is the same thing I have been telling you for so long.”

I found it hard to explain why my infant son was flailing about because there was no reason for it. He was laying perfectly safe and comfortable on a sturdy changing table with a soft cushion top. I was standing inches from him, handling him gently, completely taking care of him. He could not have been more secure. He didn’t feel that way. But he was.

How many times do I flail about with no more reason than Isaac had? My Father stands less than inches from me. I am perfectly safe and secure in His hands. My Father takes complete care of me, handles me gently and provides me with comfort and peace.

And yet I flail.

But even as I flail, my Father takes up my little arms, folds them onto my chest, and rests a gentle hand on my whole body, speaking words of love and reassurance to me.

Am I listening?

Are you listening?

Or are you flailing?

Father, thank You for continuing to speak Your words of love and peace and reassurance to us. Help us to hear You. Help us to feel Your loving touch on our fearful, flailing flesh. Thank you for loving your children.

When you pray, how much time do you spend praying for yourself? Your immediate family? People and situations you don’t have a vested interest in? What sort of expectations do you have when you pray? What do you think is going to happen?

Despite how many of us typically pray, prayer is not an indulgence in narcissistic self reflection. Nor it is a chance to remind God about doctrine.

Instead, it is an opportunity to worship our Creator and Savior. It is an opportunity to intercede on behalf of those in need, which may well include the one praying, but ought at least as often to be about someone else altogether. Despite what many of us have been taught, we pray to do more than just change our thinking.

We pray because we believe doing so causes the power of God to flow through us on its way to meet the need we have brought before God. Don’t listen to those who say this is to be metaphorically or mythologically representative of some other reality.

Instead, put your prayer life to the test. The test of a prayer is its efficacy – did what was intended come to pass? In everyday language, did it work? Did God do what you asked God to do? Richard Foster provides us with a nice analogy:

“If we turn on our television set and it does not work, we do not declare that there are no such things as electronic frequencies in the air or on the cable. We assume something is wrong, something we can find and correct. We check the plug, switch, circuitry until we discover what is blocking the flow of this mysterious energy that transmits pictures. We know the problem has been found and fixed by seeing whether the TV works. It is the same with prayer. We can determine if we are praying correctly if the requests come to pass. If not, we look for the “block”; perhaps we are praying wrongly, perhaps something within us needs changing, perhaps there are new principles of prayer to be learned, perhaps patience and persistence are needed. We listen, we make the necessary adjustments, and try again. We can know that our prayers are being answered as surely as we can know that the television set is working.” [1]

This is where I should add on a bunch of disclaimers about how we don’t always get the answer we want, we don’t always pray according to God’s unchanging will, etc.

But I’m not going to do it. If you are praying for something and God isn’t going to do it, then at some point, God may tell you this and release you from it. Or it won’t happen and then you will know, like when David prayed for the baby Bathsheba bore, he prayed until the child died, then he stopped. Jesus taught us to pray relentlessly, keep asking for what we and others need, like a child asking a loving parent for some food.

You see, those who say we can’t change God’s will with our prayers have it wrong. What God has willed is that we pray. It is God’s will that we bring our petitions before him and receive divine blessings to meet those needs.

I like Foster’s analogy – we should pray expecting an answer like we click the remote expecting the TV to light up. It would also be good if we prayed at least as often as we turned on the TV, but that’s another post…


[1] Richard J. Foster, Celebration of Discipline: The Path to Spiritual Growth, 20th Anniversary edition (San Francisco: Harper Collins, 1998), p. 38.

In Matthew 13.44-46, Jesus said, “The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and covered up. Then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field. Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine pearls, who, on finding one pearl of great value, went and sold all that he had and bought it.”

I have always read this parable to mean that the kingdom of God is so valuable that I should be willing to sell everything and give everything up in order to get into the Kingdom. That is the reading that makes the most sense to me and I think it is one thing Jesus meant.

But I was just reading an email from a friend who is a missionary in – well, in a country that doesn’t allow them. Let’s leave it at that. Anyway, she wrote about dealing with this person who was irritating her but was also in need. God spoke to her clearly (I keep telling you this happens) and told my friend, “As irritating as that person is to you, to Me he is a pearl and I am willing to sell everything to get him for Myself.”

My friend thought (and I agree) that the Lord was alluding to these parables of Jesus, infusing them with a different, yet complementary meaning to what we normally make of them. The Kingdom of God is our pearl of great price, but at the same time we are God’s pearl of great price. We are called to give up everything to get the kingdom because this is precisely what God has done to get us into the Kingdom. The incarnation, life, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ is God selling everything He has – betting the farm – in order to get the pearl of great price, which is each of us.

You are God’s pearl of great price. You are the Lord’s priceless treasure.

This reminds me of the great love stories, where both parties risk everything, endure great hardships, face whatever comes, in order to be together. The love and passion they have for each other trumps every obstacle. They both view the other as the ultimate treasure they are willing to do anything to get.

This is how God thinks of you, this is how God feels about you, this is how God acts toward you.

Is it also how you think of/feel about/act toward God?

Read this familiar passage and take note of the creative and commanding characteristics of what God says (the first time God ever spoke to humans):

Gen. 1.26-31

26 Then God said, “Let us make mankind in our image, after our likeness. And let them have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the heavens and over the livestock and over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.”

27 So God created mankind in his own image,
in the image of God he created him;
male and female he created them.

28 And God blessed them. And God said to them, “Be fruitful and multiply and fill the earth and subdue it and have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the heavens and over every living thing that moves on the earth.” 29 And God said, “Behold, I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the face of all the earth, and every tree with seed in its fruit. You shall have them for food. 30 And to every beast of the earth and to every bird of the heavens and to everything that creeps on the earth, everything that has the breath of life, I have given every green plant for food.” And it was so. 31 And God saw everything that he had made, and behold, it was very good. And there was evening and there was morning, the sixth day.

Whenever I read Genesis 1, I am always struck by how all the creation occurs because “God said.” God does a lot of talking in Gen. 1 and something always happens when he speaks. Note that the very first thing God does after making Adam and Eve is speak to them, directly to them. It is the first instance of “you” (the second person personal pronoun for all the grammarians out there) in the Bible and it comes when the Creator God enters into direct communication with the only part of his creation that he breathes his own Life into (see Gen. 2.7). This demonstrates that God communicating directly with humans is a normal part of our created existence, something to be expected.

Also note the nature of what God says to them: God’s speech to them is creative just as it has been throughout this chapter, creating a state of blessing and responsibility for them. Is God’s speech always in this command/creation mode? We already know that we need to be listening for God to speak to us; perhaps we also need to learn that when God speaks into our lives, his speech may very well come creating and commanding.

What do you think? Has God spoken to you lately? Are you listening? What is the Lord creating in your life? What is God commanding you to do? Are you willing to hear his creative command and obey?


It can be encouraging to share with others what the Lord has said to you. It reaffirms the word to the one who heard and it encourages others to listen and not think they’re crazy when God speaks to them. So share in the comments below.

This prayer comes at the end of chapter 6 in Francis Chan’s book Crazy Love:

“Jesus, I need to give myself up. I am not strong enough to love You and walk with You on my own. I can’t do it, and I need You. I need You deeply and desperately. I believe You are worth it, that You are better than anything else I could have in this life or the next. I want You. And when I don’t, I want to want You. Be all in me. Take all of me. Have Your way with me.”

I love this prayer. I can’t imagine being in a place in life where this prayer would not be appropriate.

I encourage you to pray this right now, right where you are. Yes, it can be helpful to reflect on it, to think about it, to mull it over…

But nothing takes the place of praying it. You will never fully understand what you are praying and you will never fully “mean it” – that is just more bootstrap spirituality.

Give. It. Up.

Let. It. Go.

Give. In. To. Jesus.

He understands. He loves you.

Don’t let your sin get in the way. Don’t let someone else’s sin get in the way. Don’t let your theology (oh yes, you have one) get in the way. Don’t let the church or any church or any church leader (past or present) get in the way.

Where ever you are, give into Jesus. Give into Jesus more than you have already. Even if you already have, do it again. We can never give into Jesus enough.

Oh, and read Crazy Love. It is a seriously good book.